Baby, i hope that you won't stop loving me.

I'll not be accepting phone calls from anyone and will appear offline in msn from now on. You don't need to ask why because i won't be telling you the reason. I won't regret making this decision because i know it will ruin my life and lose many friends. I'll only appear here because this is the only place where i can say my thoughts. I won't be communicating with people because i don't have the courage to speak up. There are alot of things that i wanted to say but i don't know how to bring it up. I'll be blogging lesser of course because i may not have much thing to blog about, sorry to people who come here daily.

I hate this kind of life, I need some time for me to be alone.
Parent dislike me saying i'm a disobedient child.
Friend bad mouthing me, You know who you are.
People look down on me, Including teachers.
Less people communicating with me, That made me drifting apart from them.
You say me Act cute, Bitch, Proud, Selfish, Stupid, Ugly or whatever shit i don't know.
You just want to judge me, Just say all you want i don't care.
I have my own way of doing things, So i don't need people to guide me.
I dislike my family situation, When i become independent i'll move out and stay alone.
I don't like to shout and scream everyday when i got home.
Baby i love you, hope you wont fall in love with another girl and forget me.

I take things serioulsy, and when they dont go my way i get depressed.